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You stand in the open palm
of the one who has no name,
all powerful or all loving,
as the wind gently moves your clothes.<\/p>\n
Feeling alone
and never alone,<\/p>\n
you look at your open palm
and wonder
what you actually possess.<\/p>\n
Only the universe can hold
your longing.
Only the nameless one
can feel your soul.
Only you
can heal these wounds.<\/p>\n
There are days when the warm sun
coaxes trees from the earth,
bakes the ground beneath my feet
so the moist brown dirt barely
sticks to my sole. I can feel You
in the fragrant eucalyptus filling me
or the soft cry of mourning
doves that turn my head.<\/p>\n
There are days when cold asphalt
sends shudders through my shins
and the exhaust from noisy trucks
is all I feel in the city. The world enters
my eyes and sticks to the inside of my skull
and my heart is too closed
even to weep.<\/p>\n
Gentleness
gentleness,
delicate as
the flower
growing out
of sheer rock
feeding on
ocean mist
never knowing
just blooming
wild and yellow
soft as a sigh
a lover’s sigh.<\/p>\n
What do we want that is not God?
What do we ache for
that is not the aching of the spirit
for compassion?<\/p>\n
The open palm of desire
wants everything.
The addict knows
everything is not enough.<\/p>\n
The bucket will always be empty
so long as I think
it must be filled.
I can only carry<\/p>\n
God and my longing.<\/p>\n
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